Learnt A leSsOn~

Im so happy today cause in my church, i learnt something from my priest..
He said..our dearest GoD, will owes give us the things which is suitable for us at the right time..

Like wat it says in the bible..the 'Saddan'..or devil..IT try to trick and cheat Jesus to jump down from the high place and says that IT will treat Jesus wif the richness or so on on this earth(or world)..bt Jesus did not fall into IT's trap because He noes that GOD will give anything to Him (or us) at the right time..if He accept IT's request, He will be only a DEAD WAY to go..

But u noe wat??the things on this earth is all created by our GoD..so..everything belongs to our dearest Father(GoD)..so..what the devil try to use to trap us is the things created by GoD..so..it has no POWER actually i would say..iT is cheater!!

IT use to cheat ppl to gain the satisfaction by different 'ways'..gambling, totto, sell drugs, rampas ppl's money and so on..all this just to get the MONEY!!..IT even try to 'cheat' CHRISTIAN to do this and that in order to gain this and that..bt guys and girls ar..if u try to do ur best, didnt fall into the 'trap', GoD wil gv u what u want at the time which suits u..means tat like....whn u are mature..

this message given by priest let me think of something..some problems that owes irritates me..
i learn that..hmm...like LOVE thing rite??u no need to worry about it..
GoD hasnt give u a reply or 'approve' the "MR RIGHT" that u think suits u...its all because it is not ur time yet..so many guys in this world..GOD will choose the one real just for u at the time that He thinks that u deserve it..

may be now i still single is good for me..thats what GoD gives me..He wants me to learn more, be more mature and enjoy my single-life. When the time comes, thn He will prepare a Mr. Right for me im sure...just like what my sis has now..

so....i will wait the time for me to be mature and i will try to be mature as well in order to decrease the 'worries' that my parents and sis has now..and im appreciate that the priest gave me the excellent useful message to me today...thank you dearest GOD...^^..(im sure You are watching me now..^^)

mOoDy~

a smile that will not appear anymore when there was u and me..
i noe its my own problem..but it just so many misunderstandings and 'day-dreaming'..
what a stupid girl i am..
the way u acted..jz make me feel confusing..
i do real hope i can slowly rub-off the time that we had been gone through..
..state library..will owes be memorable place for me..bt thn now..i hope i can forget about it...
i thought i already put down..but thn i still will mind about what other ppl says to u..how they treated u..that's what im going to appologize to u..coz i shud not mind all ur business..

anyway!!..i will try my best to forget what we had been through and try to treat u as fren again..if not..really 'gang ga' for u..i can feel it. u may not angry about me but just will duno hw to face me whn u c me..

sometimes im asking myself..will our frenship jz break-off like tis??
i do really hope that it wont..n all the probs are coming out from me..i noe but i jz cnt help..girls always will do so..anyway..after final test, i do hope that we can still chat happily like before..mayb only frens..

..really complicated..even me myself duno wat am i thinking now..sigh~

cOmPlicAteD fEelings oF miNe..

wat shud i do nw?why am i still think of someone..'S'?why could this be happen?
It shudn't be..i must concentrate on my studies..i cnt think of ...

bt sometimes i really like a dreaming gal..owes wish i would like tos fairytales..cn study well n have a perfect own dream guy of mine..i jz think ..y cnt i jz like the gal in d movies like High School Musical or Cinderella Story..?jz because im in Asia?nope..jz because im a gal in tis reality world..

im owes dreaming thinking of 'S' during day n nite time..whn im free..so..for my own good..i will owes study study study..kip make me busy..cz i noe even though ..if i like or gt feeling on him..i oso cnt do anything cz it jz cnt be..it jz cnt happen..

who else cn help me..i keep pray to my God..keep on n keep on...
i cnt help myself..lastnite..i unpurposly dreamt about him again..and nw..tis time..i dreamt tat i was his girl fren..bt thn its complicated..even though i went to his house with him..bt he ask another fren of him to act as his gf n i was only follow..i duno y i would dream like tis ..
it jz so complicated..bt thn..in d dream..^^his mom likes me better thn his default gf..ahahaha...duno y..
hmm..duno y i jz wil kip dream about i m his gf..y would tat be..?duno..cn it stop??am i really a dreaming gal??
d answer is..YuPpe..!!..too bad..so sad..=[

anyway..sometimes i hope my tis kind of feeling towards him cn be stopped.cause i duno wat he tinks..n i feel lik im such a stupid gal..'dan lian'..thiam nah..haiz..=(

love,relationship,breaking or...all are complicated..better dun touch it KIDS...!!!
sigh..nthg to say..duno wat i wrote too..nonsense....

wHen tHerE wAs me and yOu~:high school musical...
(nice song..wrote my feelings out..to you..somebody..)

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

eXam's OVer!!^^

muahahha..to day..exam ends nor..me so happie..*all broken english..-.-ll*

hmm..lastime..duno whn..oya..last tuesday..i jz finish my IT2 test..thn tat nite i straight forward go watch movie nor..ahahah..i watch "TRANSFORMER!!"

WAH!!!sak o...d cars...bt i feel sak..my sis felt noisy..-.-ll aiti..she actually mostly watch a movie will ask lots of questions..bt tat nite..she silent nia..y??cz she oledy hin hin cz of d SOUNDs..ahahhaa...=D

tRanSformEr..BUBBLE BEE....muahahah...d gd guys all are sport cars ho..y neh ho..nid to fight of cz nid to b a car lik d bad guys mah..even 'ah bing gor's car' oso have ar!!hahah..aiks..bt d leader of d good guys..duno wat MEGA wat d na..so 'pretty' na..n sak o d car..ahahaha...luks lik very hard..n n n..d post whn he take out his sword n strike over d bad guys..WOOh..so cool..ahaha..*look lik im a guy ho??hehe..so bo kuan d..paiseh..*

haiz..wish i have a car like tat..cn change to watever car i lik..tat's so cOOl...kakaka....

..i kip on talking about d car d movies..i even forgt about my last subject test..MATHS!!ahahah...
i very 'brave' o..even dare go watch movie without finishing my exams..ahahaha...means..i stil gt last subj test to go na..

..bt..nw..HABIK nor...akakaka..free free nw..bt ntg do..ahaha..evyday kurung in d huz nia..n sms sms somebody nia..aiks...bt happie oso na if i sms nia..ahahah..only if he replies na..if not..sms not fun oso..ahahahah...*nonsense*..

tat's for all...of my test..i din even remember wat i'd test jz nw..once after test..i immediately forgt niao nor..ahahaha..tis is d way to b successful..muahaha..cz no nid to worry about d subj jz nw..past le mah..ho??

tats all..bluek..=P

WANA KILL OR SMASH SOMETHING!!!

DAMN!!..first time will scold out tis kinda words...
hate nah!!!stupid na!!!wana knock the stupid computer n browser server off!!!!!
stupid!!!hw cm dun let me upload successful my assignment??!!real wana scold out all tos undelight words liao loh!!!!!

even choo ai ling cnt find wats wrong wif d stupid server!!!it makes me cnt go home by folowing 'some1's car...hate hate hate...!!!n sister was waiting me at home gok neh...stupid comp...n n n ..choo ai ling still wan me upload a new web...!!hw!!??it doesn't wana work nw!!!cnt even upload nw ar!!stupid thing...

y mz im d one who d uploading ting!!??y upload le dun wan let me successful abit wor!!hate nah!!hate assignment!!hate hate hate!!!no nid upload u ppl masi no nid c nor!!our web very nice d meh??beginner nia mah...y have2 upload make me gt 2 white hair ki wor...

WANA GO HOME ARR!!..WANA CRY ARR!!!dun wan do niao....bluekkkkkk.......so disappointed cz cnt folow my plan go today...i was been left in sch waiting bus...actually cn no nid d.........

A dAy jUsT pAsT liKe TiS..~

haiz..2day..duno wat had happened..jz blur blur in d morning since i wake up..thn..duno do wat..d morning passed so fast..lik lightning..


i jz noe tat morning..i do my assignment..thn had my brfst..thn..do asst again..thn whole morning jz gone..thn eat lunch again...thn..go sch liao..wat lah!!y so bored d my life har??i din even noe wat i done thn d time jz passed lik tat wor..


okie..morning's over..nw..till in sch de story..:~
tat stupid yukking ar..tat lau sik kia ar...actually suppose to b lau sek kia..ahahha..lik kid wor..!!
saw him in sch..thn thn..he use d cute cute face luk at me..thn luk lik very shocked...thn i ask him..eh!!i cnt access 2 my blog bo....thn he said..y neh??thn kepo kepo there loh...


at d moment we kepo here n there n chatting...'moomoo' came..he told tat sekkia..:eh!i noe hw 2 put d chatting box n decorate d blog page bo..thn ho...tat sekkia..*sigh*4gt abt me n go get a pc,folo moomoo go away niao..leave me there with d unsolved 'problem'..aiti..sad...
thn thn...i told thm 2 gt a pc thn come back jio me..i wan upgrade my blog oso..who noes...few hours passed...not even a shadow back n find me....sad lah tis kid..


so lah!!he nw got a silly clock which doesn't show any time there..*geiliao eh..* ..in his blog n...gt chat box..n n n ...hehehe..i drop some words there..ahahha....thn...another noon is omos over oso niao..haiz...


wat a day nah..n tat yukking....lik 2 kacau him alot..ahahha..so cute whn he saw me..owes show d shock shock face....*EHh!!U KUA TIOK GUI IZIT??!!*..ish..so pretty d san jie here oso will shock..mei li mao..hmpf..=/...c..tell u niao..me as cute as tis doggie ar...nt like yukking sekkia...luk as 'hdsm' like SADANHUSAIN...!!!bluek..n wearing in gals' dress gok..aiks..me cute neh..lik d pict...duno y owes d sekkia show shock shock face..muahaha...=P