Learnt A leSsOn~

Im so happy today cause in my church, i learnt something from my priest..
He said..our dearest GoD, will owes give us the things which is suitable for us at the right time..

Like wat it says in the bible..the 'Saddan'..or devil..IT try to trick and cheat Jesus to jump down from the high place and says that IT will treat Jesus wif the richness or so on on this earth(or world)..bt Jesus did not fall into IT's trap because He noes that GOD will give anything to Him (or us) at the right time..if He accept IT's request, He will be only a DEAD WAY to go..

But u noe wat??the things on this earth is all created by our GoD..so..everything belongs to our dearest Father(GoD)..so..what the devil try to use to trap us is the things created by GoD..so..it has no POWER actually i would say..iT is cheater!!

IT use to cheat ppl to gain the satisfaction by different 'ways'..gambling, totto, sell drugs, rampas ppl's money and so on..all this just to get the MONEY!!..IT even try to 'cheat' CHRISTIAN to do this and that in order to gain this and that..bt guys and girls ar..if u try to do ur best, didnt fall into the 'trap', GoD wil gv u what u want at the time which suits u..means tat like....whn u are mature..

this message given by priest let me think of something..some problems that owes irritates me..
i learn that..hmm...like LOVE thing rite??u no need to worry about it..
GoD hasnt give u a reply or 'approve' the "MR RIGHT" that u think suits u...its all because it is not ur time yet..so many guys in this world..GOD will choose the one real just for u at the time that He thinks that u deserve it..

may be now i still single is good for me..thats what GoD gives me..He wants me to learn more, be more mature and enjoy my single-life. When the time comes, thn He will prepare a Mr. Right for me im sure...just like what my sis has now..

so....i will wait the time for me to be mature and i will try to be mature as well in order to decrease the 'worries' that my parents and sis has now..and im appreciate that the priest gave me the excellent useful message to me today...thank you dearest GOD...^^..(im sure You are watching me now..^^)

mOoDy~

a smile that will not appear anymore when there was u and me..
i noe its my own problem..but it just so many misunderstandings and 'day-dreaming'..
what a stupid girl i am..
the way u acted..jz make me feel confusing..
i do real hope i can slowly rub-off the time that we had been gone through..
..state library..will owes be memorable place for me..bt thn now..i hope i can forget about it...
i thought i already put down..but thn i still will mind about what other ppl says to u..how they treated u..that's what im going to appologize to u..coz i shud not mind all ur business..

anyway!!..i will try my best to forget what we had been through and try to treat u as fren again..if not..really 'gang ga' for u..i can feel it. u may not angry about me but just will duno hw to face me whn u c me..

sometimes im asking myself..will our frenship jz break-off like tis??
i do really hope that it wont..n all the probs are coming out from me..i noe but i jz cnt help..girls always will do so..anyway..after final test, i do hope that we can still chat happily like before..mayb only frens..

..really complicated..even me myself duno wat am i thinking now..sigh~