cOmPlicAteD fEelings oF miNe..

wat shud i do nw?why am i still think of someone..'S'?why could this be happen?
It shudn't be..i must concentrate on my studies..i cnt think of ...

bt sometimes i really like a dreaming gal..owes wish i would like tos fairytales..cn study well n have a perfect own dream guy of mine..i jz think ..y cnt i jz like the gal in d movies like High School Musical or Cinderella Story..?jz because im in Asia?nope..jz because im a gal in tis reality world..

im owes dreaming thinking of 'S' during day n nite time..whn im free..so..for my own good..i will owes study study study..kip make me busy..cz i noe even though ..if i like or gt feeling on him..i oso cnt do anything cz it jz cnt be..it jz cnt happen..

who else cn help me..i keep pray to my God..keep on n keep on...
i cnt help myself..lastnite..i unpurposly dreamt about him again..and nw..tis time..i dreamt tat i was his girl fren..bt thn its complicated..even though i went to his house with him..bt he ask another fren of him to act as his gf n i was only follow..i duno y i would dream like tis ..
it jz so complicated..bt thn..in d dream..^^his mom likes me better thn his default gf..ahahaha...duno y..
hmm..duno y i jz wil kip dream about i m his gf..y would tat be..?duno..cn it stop??am i really a dreaming gal??
d answer is..YuPpe..!!..too bad..so sad..=[

anyway..sometimes i hope my tis kind of feeling towards him cn be stopped.cause i duno wat he tinks..n i feel lik im such a stupid gal..'dan lian'..thiam nah..haiz..=(

love,relationship,breaking or...all are complicated..better dun touch it KIDS...!!!
sigh..nthg to say..duno wat i wrote too..nonsense....

wHen tHerE wAs me and yOu~:high school musical...
(nice song..wrote my feelings out..to you..somebody..)

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you