cOmPlicAteD fEelings oF miNe..

wat shud i do nw?why am i still think of someone..'S'?why could this be happen?
It shudn't be..i must concentrate on my studies..i cnt think of ...

bt sometimes i really like a dreaming gal..owes wish i would like tos fairytales..cn study well n have a perfect own dream guy of mine..i jz think ..y cnt i jz like the gal in d movies like High School Musical or Cinderella Story..?jz because im in Asia?nope..jz because im a gal in tis reality world..

im owes dreaming thinking of 'S' during day n nite time..whn im free..so..for my own good..i will owes study study study..kip make me busy..cz i noe even though ..if i like or gt feeling on him..i oso cnt do anything cz it jz cnt be..it jz cnt happen..

who else cn help me..i keep pray to my God..keep on n keep on...
i cnt help myself..lastnite..i unpurposly dreamt about him again..and nw..tis time..i dreamt tat i was his girl fren..bt thn its complicated..even though i went to his house with him..bt he ask another fren of him to act as his gf n i was only follow..i duno y i would dream like tis ..
it jz so complicated..bt thn..in d dream..^^his mom likes me better thn his default gf..ahahaha...duno y..
hmm..duno y i jz wil kip dream about i m his gf..y would tat be..?duno..cn it stop??am i really a dreaming gal??
d answer is..YuPpe..!!..too bad..so sad..=[

anyway..sometimes i hope my tis kind of feeling towards him cn be stopped.cause i duno wat he tinks..n i feel lik im such a stupid gal..'dan lian'..thiam nah..haiz..=(

love,relationship,breaking or...all are complicated..better dun touch it KIDS...!!!
sigh..nthg to say..duno wat i wrote too..nonsense....